Dia yang Maha Pemilik

 A lot of things going on and on. For the past few months even years. Semua orang lalui perkara yang sama but somehow the way kita fikir, pandangan dan nampak adalah berbeza. Tapi still, apa yang kita lalui buat jadi diri kita sekarang. ‘Kehilangan’ perkataan yang I rasa sangat berat untuk semua terima. I find it super hard hingga rasa susah nak bernafas dan telan. Yang akan buat suara kita tersekat-sekat. Lost of words. Lost of everything. Lost of Energy. Feeling all weak. Sometime can smile. Sometime sad. The emotions goes ups and down. But hey self, stand up strong! Look people around you and who need you the most. It is not the end of the world. Dan sebagai hamba Allah yang hina. Hidup harus diteruskan dan terus pandang ke depan dan terus kuat. Berat tapi pilihan apakah yang kita ada. Hadap, telan dan terus.

Allah swt sentiasa beri ujian kepada yang mampu handle. Dan setiap yang datang kepada kita jua adalah rezeki. Dalam apa jua bentuk yang datang itu adalah rezeki. Allah uji kerana Allah sayang dan mahukan yang terbaik buat kita. Semoga kita tidak tersasar jauh dan pulang kepada yang Maha Mengetahui dan yang Maha Berkuasa di atas setiap sesuatu.

Hidup adalah pilihan. Perjalanan hidup adalah pilihan. Segalanya adalah pilihan. Where, when? Nothing can stop all of us to do what we all want. Apa yang kita nak buat dengan hidup. I always ask for Him to give me a chance to repent. Iam doing my best to be a good servant to Allah swt. Never ignored. Never take advantage for everything that He gave.

Dia beri kita kehidupan. Dia Maha Baik. Beri kita tempat tinggal dan pekerjaan yang baik mahupun kehidupan yang baik. He always giving us a chance. Dia yang Maha Pemberi. Dan semoga kita tak akan lupa segalanya. Setiap asal usul kita. Kenapa kita dilahirkan. Tujuan sebenar dalam hidup. Semoga kita ada kesedaran itu dan semoga terbuka luas pandangan kita. Buka hati dan mata. Semoga pilihan kita tak salah. Pulang dan berbaliklah pada yang Maha berkuasa itu. Selagi ada peluang. Selagi ada nyawa.

Kerana semuanya Milik Allah.

Life as PA and New Year New Motivation

Assalamualaikum semua & Selamat sejahtera.

Dah breakfast ke tu?? I dah makan roti and coffee. Hopefully semua in good health. Now tgh cuba nak paksa diri, rajinkan diri untuk update blog. Hopefull that not making you alls boring huhuhuhuhuhu… My boss GCFO baru sahaja retire. I’am counting for the new boss to come in. Maybe in 2-3 months perhaps earlier. In the mean time iam assisting all in the corporate office. So far i am happy with my job walaupun i was thinking of upgrade try something new. But i am so sayang my job as Personal Assistant. PA ni banyak kena buat kerja multitasking. Doing alot of things sebenarnya tapi i sangat-sangat passion on what i am doing. The duty also sometimes need to standby 24hrs. I love to work closer to the boss. Taking care of their schedule, meetings and all including their personal matters. As an PA also must know how to handle all the confidential matters. Always alert knows what is priority. Always professional when it comes to work and also nak kena neat and always look pretty hahaha. Well kena laa cantik selalu kan. Baru lah boost all the positive energy and level up the self confident in sha allah. Kebiasaan i akan sampai office 8am. Awalkan? I kena awal so that i can go breakfast. Chill-chill dulu sebelum start work. Alhamdulillah working hours dah fix 9am-5pm. 

               This is my old work station where i can see the traffic. My boss room infront i je.  

My new room and sebelah is my boss room. 

Workstation kena selalu kemas dan cantik barulah semangat nak datang kerja kan kan kan. 

The view from my desk. Boleh laa tgk hujan ke. Orang main tennis ke. Hehe. 

My Boss room. 

The view from my boss room. Best. 

If boring boleh laa jalan-jalan cuci mata. 

So yah ini laaah dia my workplace. Tempat i cari rezeki. So far i kat sini hampir 15 tahun. Alhamdulillah. Semoga rezeki terus berpanjangan dan melimpah ruah buat i dan kita semua. Kerja ni kena rajin. Jangan putus asa. Kena sentiasa kuatkan semangat. Demi diri dan juga keluarga. Setiap perjalanan pasti ada ujian dan rintangan. Stay strong tau. Stay positive. Stay happy. Allah swt suka dengan orang yang sentiasa berusaha dengan apa jua yang kita lakukan dan lakukan yang terbaik. In sha allah kita semua pasti berjaya.   That’s all sharing for today. More exciting story soon ya. Tungguuuuuu.. 

XOXO

Me 

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Social experiment

Assalamualaikum and salam sejahtera. Hope you all always in pink of health. 

As u can see on the youtube. If you guys watch the video, macam-macam now days orang buat for society punya kesedaran. And still you choose what you want to see on the youtube. Tengok yang baik-baik je tau. Recently i watched the asad motawh youtube channel yang menyamar jadi gelandangan. Sedih babe how people react. Kita sendiri pun tak tahu nasib kita in future. Somehow it was a learn lesson video. 

https://youtu.be/bEhfqGWVR_o

Entahlah susah nak cakap. Sejak i buat sales online pun i can feel the feeling of rejection. Sad plus mind blowing jugak. I can see the true colors of people punya attitude. The real perangai sebenar. Wah cakap orang jek. Mahhahaha. Kejap nak,  kejap tak nak, but tak rugi pun if you honest. Tell me if want more discount. Tell me your budget then i can try to adjust how can i sell it to you within my own budget. We should help each other instead of just senyap tanpa berita. Tell me your situation. I jual barang online pun just to isi masa lapang and niat just to help others.  It was fun by the way. Jual pulak barang best harus i share dengan kawan-kawan. 

Apapun always look at positive side. Tak semua orang yang negative. Kita masih lagi bernasib baik kerana negara kita masih aman. Masih banyak orang yang baik hati. I also thankful and so much blessed sentiasa dikelilingi orang yang baik-baik. Yang negative tu lantak depa lah. Campak tepi. Because at the end of the day, kita sendiri yang kena deal our own self. Just a reminder to self jugak. Always be kind, always stay humble, always help others if you can. 

Do good, good things will come much more. In sha allah. 

Xoxo 

Me 

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Signal

hi and assalamualaikum semua...

i ni drebar setiap pagi hari bekerja..
hantar anak pi skolah setiap pagi..

setiap hari bangun kul 5.30 pagi.
bila mood rajin sampai i masak le breakfast.
kalau tak rajin i buat teh o panas kurang manis cecah roti je.
just nak make sure kiddo makan laa at least isi perut.

dalam kul 6 pagi baru i mandi.
solat subuh. then make up nipis dan sambung make up di pejabat.
6.40 pagi kakak tyra akan startkan kereta jalan. takut jem.
dalam kul 7 pagi sampai sekolah kenit dulu.
dan 7.15 pagi sampai sekolah kakak tyra.
sufiya sekolah petang so dia naik bas sekolah.
7.30 pagi atau sebelum kul 8 pagi i dah terpacak kat pejabat.
sambung make up lawa-lawa sket.. tacap laaa sket.. baru muka ada bernyawa. hehe.

entah kenapa nak cerita kat uols semua ni.
padahal tajuk pasal 'Signal'.
entahlah babe. kadang-kadang tahap kesabaran tu diduga setiap pagi semasa memandu.
im a good driver.. ecccehhh.. bila drive bawak anak-anak ni kena extra berhati-hati.
henpon semua letak tepi dulu. kalau lampu merah i tengok la kejap.
i mean kita semua nak cepat pergi kerja dan hantar anak-anak sekolah.

masalahnya kereta tu diciptakan ada lampu signal.
tapi entahlah susah sangat ke nak bagi signal.
nak masuk len kanan ke kiri ke.. nak ubah haluan tu mohon laaa bagi signal.
dah laaa tu... kadang-kadang yang dah bagi signal ni pun nak masuk len kanan dari kiri pun ada yang siap himpit-himpit tak nak bagi. lebih teruk lagi..kita dah bagi signal dia lagi tekan minyak laju-laju.
mind my word. 'sialan betul!' i curse!! penah laa sekali i menjeritttttttttt.... jarak kereta tu jauh lagi.. nak masuk len kanan masa tu.. dan dah bagi signal.. tetiba kereta ni datang dengan lajunya.. i biasa pagi tak bukak aircond. bukak tingkap jer sebab sejuk dah pagi.. apa lagi i jerit laa kat kereta tu. tak tahu lah dia dengar ke tidakk... "hoiiiiiiiiii aku bagi signal laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! kau dah kenapa!! kau laju boleh terbang sampai ke tempat ko nak pegi tu ke!!! haram betul!! aku bawak anak-anak ni... dalam hati menyumpah.. 'HANTU RAYA BETUL!! heheh.. bila dah dapat masuk len tuhhhhh terus i istifar.. Ya Allah.. Astagfiruullahhhhhh... terkejut wehhhh my kids!! hahahhah... tapi yes derang dah biasa tengok i marah. and yes my marah is always kejap je. apapon memang sakitttttt hati ni. biadap betul. haihhh..

bahaya tau drive kereta secara melulu. pagi biasa laaa semua orang pun nak cepat.
still. kalau nak tukar lorong pun bagi laaa signal.
bahaya nyawa sendiri dan orang lain jugak.
yang penting jangan la selfish.
atas jalan raya ni wei.
jangan buat main pelase.
kalau eksiden mati terus tak pe. (touch wood)
kalau cacat susahkan orang. susah jugak kita. haihhhh. mintak jauh. touch wood seribu kali..

just that hati-hatilah kawan-kawan walau nak cepat camner pun.
oklah nnt citer lagi..
dah ngantuk.

Good night love!! nanti kita sambung citer..

Lots of Love
Me
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Stay Happy, Stay True, Stay Humble, Stay Positive

Azam

Hi and Assalamualaikum semua kawan-kawan..

As ussual it's has been awhile i know. The last i wrote is in November 2017. Lame yes i know. But it's never to late to start. Am i right?. Life must go on and on.

Let's talk about azam. So my azam every year is losing some weight. Am i achieve my mission? Of course is a big NO. Why? because i always have this reason rugi tak makan. Especially bila dah penat-penat, peluh-peluh ketiak and berpeluh kepala masak kat dapur. kah kah kah kah. I know it's always been like this many years.

So this year pasang azam lagi nak lose weight. tak boleh mengalah, NEVER!!  When i saw my old old pic geram tengok my betis my old baju. How i really fit in. Now pakai baju apa pun rasa macam tong tengah berjalan. Sabar jer lahhh! baju sekarang size M-L. Damm im big women now. hahahaha. Tengok orang work out waaaa jelesnya. i don't know why i don't get the spirit and even the energy. (banyak vitamin malas dalam badan).

The energy to even write. haih. Totally mess of me. sob sob. In sha allah im getting there. Collect all the energy boost. haha. I'am. Believe me. It's not easy tau. lolz. Alhamdulillah for how i grow (Gemok) today hahahha.. kalau jumpa kawan lama kat kampung. They said that my hubs feeds me well. hahahhahahha... i smile everytime i teringat the words 'Feed'. Thanks gais. I feel good about it. Thanks sayang u really did. What an achievement.

Most of my mission last year is accomplished alhamdulillah. Nothing much has stop me doing things i love. i have all the people who loves me and giving the full support. Syukur alhamdulillah for that.
Work wise alhamdulillah also. I love my job. Being a PA to my kind Boss. Nothing much more i can ask for. Just always stay positive no matter what. What really people think or talk negative. Hah!! what ever.. as long as i know or you know what is right. Just do my very best always.

So. For this year.  My mission is number 1. Write more about anything. good thing. that accross my mind. 2. Yes Work Out More. marathon, running, jog, or anything that can make me sweat. 3. Always be kind to all people. Good or Bad. 4. Work Smart. 5. Save more money in the bank. And there's more but let me keep it with my own self. hehehe. I cannot reveal everything. i want to surprise myself.

That's all for today. I will wrote more okay. I promise. hewww hew hewwww... What ever that me or you have plan, if its not really happen it maybe there's something better or good is waiting. Allah is always the planner right? He is. Always. Pray for the best always.

Best of luck gais!!

Lots of Love
Me
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Note: "Never Stop Learning, Because Life Never Stop Teaching"