Signal

hi and assalamualaikum semua...

i ni drebar setiap pagi hari bekerja..
hantar anak pi skolah setiap pagi..

setiap hari bangun kul 5.30 pagi.
bila mood rajin sampai i masak le breakfast.
kalau tak rajin i buat teh o panas kurang manis cecah roti je.
just nak make sure kiddo makan laa at least isi perut.

dalam kul 6 pagi baru i mandi.
solat subuh. then make up nipis dan sambung make up di pejabat.
6.40 pagi kakak tyra akan startkan kereta jalan. takut jem.
dalam kul 7 pagi sampai sekolah kenit dulu.
dan 7.15 pagi sampai sekolah kakak tyra.
sufiya sekolah petang so dia naik bas sekolah.
7.30 pagi atau sebelum kul 8 pagi i dah terpacak kat pejabat.
sambung make up lawa-lawa sket.. tacap laaa sket.. baru muka ada bernyawa. hehe.

entah kenapa nak cerita kat uols semua ni.
padahal tajuk pasal 'Signal'.
entahlah babe. kadang-kadang tahap kesabaran tu diduga setiap pagi semasa memandu.
im a good driver.. ecccehhh.. bila drive bawak anak-anak ni kena extra berhati-hati.
henpon semua letak tepi dulu. kalau lampu merah i tengok la kejap.
i mean kita semua nak cepat pergi kerja dan hantar anak-anak sekolah.

masalahnya kereta tu diciptakan ada lampu signal.
tapi entahlah susah sangat ke nak bagi signal.
nak masuk len kanan ke kiri ke.. nak ubah haluan tu mohon laaa bagi signal.
dah laaa tu... kadang-kadang yang dah bagi signal ni pun nak masuk len kanan dari kiri pun ada yang siap himpit-himpit tak nak bagi. lebih teruk lagi..kita dah bagi signal dia lagi tekan minyak laju-laju.
mind my word. 'sialan betul!' i curse!! penah laa sekali i menjeritttttttttt.... jarak kereta tu jauh lagi.. nak masuk len kanan masa tu.. dan dah bagi signal.. tetiba kereta ni datang dengan lajunya.. i biasa pagi tak bukak aircond. bukak tingkap jer sebab sejuk dah pagi.. apa lagi i jerit laa kat kereta tu. tak tahu lah dia dengar ke tidakk... "hoiiiiiiiiii aku bagi signal laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! kau dah kenapa!! kau laju boleh terbang sampai ke tempat ko nak pegi tu ke!!! haram betul!! aku bawak anak-anak ni... dalam hati menyumpah.. 'HANTU RAYA BETUL!! heheh.. bila dah dapat masuk len tuhhhhh terus i istifar.. Ya Allah.. Astagfiruullahhhhhh... terkejut wehhhh my kids!! hahahhah... tapi yes derang dah biasa tengok i marah. and yes my marah is always kejap je. apapon memang sakitttttt hati ni. biadap betul. haihhh..

bahaya tau drive kereta secara melulu. pagi biasa laaa semua orang pun nak cepat.
still. kalau nak tukar lorong pun bagi laaa signal.
bahaya nyawa sendiri dan orang lain jugak.
yang penting jangan la selfish.
atas jalan raya ni wei.
jangan buat main pelase.
kalau eksiden mati terus tak pe. (touch wood)
kalau cacat susahkan orang. susah jugak kita. haihhhh. mintak jauh. touch wood seribu kali..

just that hati-hatilah kawan-kawan walau nak cepat camner pun.
oklah nnt citer lagi..
dah ngantuk.

Good night love!! nanti kita sambung citer..

Lots of Love
Me
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Stay Happy, Stay True, Stay Humble, Stay Positive

Seniman Charity and Fun Run 2018

Hi and assalamualaikum uols... 

Life always has it up & down.. so sabar je lah dengan hal dunia ni.. selalulah berdoa dan sentiasa ingat pada Dia.. He will always ingat kita in sha allah.. 

i don't know why i have been so sensitive lately.. maybe i feel that im too old to argue with the things that don't necessarily need my action. 

when i feel uneasy with something i just walk away instead of arguing with some that so not worth it. chill. just do or wear the things that you or me like and love the most.

 as long as we all feel its rite.. 

and there's always a good way to give an opinion and advice. especially find the right time and place to do it.

Enough with this mix feeling.

Keep Calm & Smile.

Let me share with you the thing that i love to do on my spare time.. 

I love running. but not for a long distance just a short one. the longest run i registered before is 15km the new balance run. and now i only join for 10km. the latest is Seniman Run. it was fun. 

i love the positive vibes. meeting the positive people around. feel the happiness. 

Seniman Run 10 km at 4th Feb 2018. The Venue is at Finas, Kuala Lumpur. 

banyaknyer photo boomersssss... LOLs... 

Uols memang Cool Gilerr.. 

Kakak tyra lari hantu sama mama..

hikkk next time i'll register for you k.. 

the medal is yours. 

^_^ 

Just a slow runner. Janji sampai the at finish line. 

I feel good!! 

Alhamdulillah 

Kakak lari sampai tercabut tapak. lolz. laju kakak lari.

so yah..our mission accomplished. 

counting for next run in March. 

i did it again. yeayyy!! Medal for January Check.

February Check..

For Next run wish me luck gais!!! 

Lots of Love 

Me 

^_^ 

"Life Doesn't Require That We Be The Best, Only That We Try Our Best" 

Things Happen Always For a Reason

Assalamualaikum and Good Morning... 

What a tough title. well. things happens. always for a reason. 

"No disaster strikes except by permission of Allah. And whoever believes in Allah - He will guides his heart. Quran 64:11" 

i just want to finish each day and be done with it. i have done the things that need to be done. Ramadhan is almost there. my fasting mission is completed. alhamdulillah. 

Sometimes those tough time teach us to be better. Always stay positive even though you cannot. we need  and have to always end the day with a positive thought.   

the things is we all just need to be strong. and think about other may have more tough time than us. 

Chill.  

"Broken hearts healed. Maybe the cracks were always there, like thin scars, but they healed. People lived and worked, Laughed and ate, walked and talked with those cracks. For may, even the scars healed and the loved again." 

Stay strong. Stay Positive. Moving Forward. Be Kind and always stay beautiful. 

Lots of Love 

Me 

^_^ 

My first Run year 2018

Hi Friends!!. tonight im free.. i can update my blog freely.. kiddos is having their taekwando classes at early morning tomorrow. they need to sleepy early. 

i received a free ticket for a K-Wave concert last January. i was so excited and was thinking to bring kiddos for our first experience to a concert at Stadium Negara Kuala Lumpur. 

i never been to the stadium. but huh sadly the date was clash with my first charity run 2018. so i ask tyra and sufiya attend the concert. my 1st daughter tyra was pretty excited. she admire the korean singer alot. (suka sangat muka jambu-jambu) hahaha.. sukahatilanak.. i ask my boy cousin to accompany tyra and friends. (jadi body guard skejap) luckily he on off day. yahoooooo!!! 

I got 6 ticket. another 2 extra tix i have given to my cousin friend. and so they went. i teringin ja nak join but still i don't want to miss my run. it was happen the same day and time.

my anak sulong 1st daughter from right. She is wearing my flower Doc Mart boot. senyum lebar her school friend when i pass them the tickets.. haha. suka hati laa nak asalkan korang happy. 

maaflah this 2 jakun never been to Stadium Negara. hikk.. 

after we sent tyra for a concert, we straight to my ILLUMI charity run at Selangor Turf Club.  

was trying to persuade my hubs to run with me and yes i failed. he doesn't really into sports. sanggup tunggu dalam kereta jer.. 

my little one join me the run.. this is shameera.. my 3rd daughter.. she was good.. i underestimate her energy. i am proud. 

but this little one almost give up. kesian tengok dia sampat seret kaki. no choice but we need to finish the run. still kena atleast jalan slow-slow. nasib lah anak sapa suruh nak ikot. lesson learned for me too. 5 km run was her nightmare. at her age perhaps. kenit belum sesuai nak join run. hikhik. 

my First ILLUMI Run 2018 was awesome!! i super join next year. huhuhuhu.. 

This is sufiya my 2nd daughter. she did great too for her that not really into much in sports. (sila geng dengan abah ye nak) hehe.. 

Finally we happily completed our run. shiok abes!! macam discotic run. the best part is me n my team (my kiddo) was always being aim by the so called water glow shooter and we are busted!!!.. seriously overall the run was super awesome and super fun. the kids really enjoy but next run i would rather not bring them. feel so pity. but shameera was doing pretty good. 

So yah, im counting for my next run wehuuuuuu... next is 10km. just wait.. keep calm and smile.. tyra will join me to the run. at least i have her beside me. supporting through out the run. tq daughter i love you!! emmuahhh!! 

ok lah my eyes is getting smaller. the bed is calling. 

Good night Loves!! 

more stories coming up as promise!! 

Lots of Love 

Me 

^_^ 

Do More of What Makes You Happy!! 

Azam

Hi and Assalamualaikum semua kawan-kawan..

As ussual it's has been awhile i know. The last i wrote is in November 2017. Lame yes i know. But it's never to late to start. Am i right?. Life must go on and on.

Let's talk about azam. So my azam every year is losing some weight. Am i achieve my mission? Of course is a big NO. Why? because i always have this reason rugi tak makan. Especially bila dah penat-penat, peluh-peluh ketiak and berpeluh kepala masak kat dapur. kah kah kah kah. I know it's always been like this many years.

So this year pasang azam lagi nak lose weight. tak boleh mengalah, NEVER!!  When i saw my old old pic geram tengok my betis my old baju. How i really fit in. Now pakai baju apa pun rasa macam tong tengah berjalan. Sabar jer lahhh! baju sekarang size M-L. Damm im big women now. hahahaha. Tengok orang work out waaaa jelesnya. i don't know why i don't get the spirit and even the energy. (banyak vitamin malas dalam badan).

The energy to even write. haih. Totally mess of me. sob sob. In sha allah im getting there. Collect all the energy boost. haha. I'am. Believe me. It's not easy tau. lolz. Alhamdulillah for how i grow (Gemok) today hahahha.. kalau jumpa kawan lama kat kampung. They said that my hubs feeds me well. hahahhahahha... i smile everytime i teringat the words 'Feed'. Thanks gais. I feel good about it. Thanks sayang u really did. What an achievement.

Most of my mission last year is accomplished alhamdulillah. Nothing much has stop me doing things i love. i have all the people who loves me and giving the full support. Syukur alhamdulillah for that.
Work wise alhamdulillah also. I love my job. Being a PA to my kind Boss. Nothing much more i can ask for. Just always stay positive no matter what. What really people think or talk negative. Hah!! what ever.. as long as i know or you know what is right. Just do my very best always.

So. For this year.  My mission is number 1. Write more about anything. good thing. that accross my mind. 2. Yes Work Out More. marathon, running, jog, or anything that can make me sweat. 3. Always be kind to all people. Good or Bad. 4. Work Smart. 5. Save more money in the bank. And there's more but let me keep it with my own self. hehehe. I cannot reveal everything. i want to surprise myself.

That's all for today. I will wrote more okay. I promise. hewww hew hewwww... What ever that me or you have plan, if its not really happen it maybe there's something better or good is waiting. Allah is always the planner right? He is. Always. Pray for the best always.

Best of luck gais!!

Lots of Love
Me
^_^

Note: "Never Stop Learning, Because Life Never Stop Teaching"