Camner aku nak mulakan luahan hati aku ini hari ini...
kadang aku x paham kenapa manusia harus berasa x senang hati melihat kebahagiaan org lain.. rezeki masing2 laa kan .. dan aku terima segala dgn hati yg tenang..
pekara yg lepas aku x rasa perlu utk aku nak igt sampai bebila.. we just need to let go things sometimes.. takk sme bende nak simpan dlm hati perut betol x ??
aku bahagia melihat kawan2 aku bahagia.. dan aku juga mahu kearah kebahagiaan ...
syukur alhamdulillah aku ada hubby n anak2 dan mereka yg bagi aku kekuatan...
kerana mereka jugak aku meneruskan kehidupan dan utk aku terus berjaya n bejaya dlm hidup...sket aku x rasa iri hati sbb aku tau masing2 ada kelebihan ..so x perlulah rasa cemburu ..lebih baik kita mendoakan yg baik2 sahaja ... aku pon manusia ...sesekali ada buat salah n silap .. hah well nama pon manusia .. sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit tol x?? sedangkan nabi maafkan umat ... but heh still kita mmg x leh lari dgn si pedengki yg sebok ske api apikan .. cakap mcm2 nak bg org benci ..
tapi apa pon yg paling best i'll take it in positive way ...which is ...apabile byk org x ske kita ..tanda nyer org sbenarnya ske nak menjadi sepeti kita ...ahaksss.. org admirer dgn kelebihan yg kita ada...adakala sme percikan n tomahan buat kita rasa down ... tp ahhh persetankan yg penting kita x buat salah ..
jujur, ikhlas atas segala perbuatan kita ... itu yg lebih baik ... semoga Allah sentiasa berikan yg terbaik buat aku sekeluarga..
kadang tu lah kita lupa ..lupa yg Allah tu yg berikan kita rezeki ... Allah itu yg lebih mengetahui apa yg kita lalui..
Allah maha pendengar dah Allah jugalah maha pengampun .. semoga aku juga takkan putus asa ..;)
wit lots of love..
me ;)
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Friday, August 20, 2010
My Prayer...
Ya Allah .... lapangkanlah dadaku ...
berikan aku kekuatan utk menghadapi segala ujianmu ...
jauhkanlah aku dr org2 berniat jahat, dengki kianat..
jauhkanlah aku dan semoga hati aku kuat dan x jadi seperti mereka yg zalim..
jadikanlah anak2ku anak yg solehah..
dan suamiku menjadi ayah yg soleh dan taat padamu wahai ya Allah ya Rahman ya Rahim..
jadikanlah suamiku pemimpin yg soleh supaya seluruh ahli keluarga mentaatinya..
Ya Allah ko makbulkanlah doaku ini...
p/s: bagaimana rasanya apabila diri diherdik.. dihina.. dicaci.. Allah lebih berkuasa.. Allah yg tentukan segalanya... segala yang terjadi ada hikmahnya ...
berikan aku kekuatan utk menghadapi segala ujianmu ...
jauhkanlah aku dr org2 berniat jahat, dengki kianat..
jauhkanlah aku dan semoga hati aku kuat dan x jadi seperti mereka yg zalim..
jadikanlah anak2ku anak yg solehah..
dan suamiku menjadi ayah yg soleh dan taat padamu wahai ya Allah ya Rahman ya Rahim..
jadikanlah suamiku pemimpin yg soleh supaya seluruh ahli keluarga mentaatinya..
Ya Allah ko makbulkanlah doaku ini...
p/s: bagaimana rasanya apabila diri diherdik.. dihina.. dicaci.. Allah lebih berkuasa.. Allah yg tentukan segalanya... segala yang terjadi ada hikmahnya ...
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Emo Mood
Sometimes things does not happen the way we want it...
Things dat be needed in our daily life is totally sacrifices...
People dat we love always around us n support us no matter what...
True friends never lies...
True friends will always be there when we need their shoulder to cry on..
True friends will always give us the best advice but totally not fire...
True friends will accept us who ever we are...
Things bad happen sometimes is not because God doesn't love us..
But giving us an alarm for us to wake up n grow up...
All of us wanna do the best thing in our life..
In order to do best thing in life appreciation is needed...
and Thank God we still alive and live peacefully with so much love around us...
Be happy with wat we have..
Be happy wit our love ones..
Be happy wit our family ..
Be happy wit our job...
Juz be happy...
Things dat be needed in our daily life is totally sacrifices...
People dat we love always around us n support us no matter what...
True friends never lies...
True friends will always be there when we need their shoulder to cry on..
True friends will always give us the best advice but totally not fire...
True friends will accept us who ever we are...
Things bad happen sometimes is not because God doesn't love us..
But giving us an alarm for us to wake up n grow up...
All of us wanna do the best thing in our life..
In order to do best thing in life appreciation is needed...
and Thank God we still alive and live peacefully with so much love around us...
Be happy with wat we have..
Be happy wit our love ones..
Be happy wit our family ..
Be happy wit our job...
Juz be happy...
Monday, June 21, 2010
Don't Let Emotion Control ...Never
Im maybe not rich ...im maybe not own a big house....Im maybe not smell really nice like all the expensive perfumes... Im maybe dun have big expensive cars ..... but hell yeah i do have hearts...
i do have a feeling .. I have big beautiful family ... i have people that i love around me ...
i dun care what people saying at my back coz i know wat im doing .. n i know what is my mission ...
we can’t make people understand us ... but can we make them listen deeply n truly from our heart..
Cry out loud if we feel sad ... pray to God ask him forgiveness.. ask Him what is the best for us ...
dun let our emo control us ... dun let it broke our happiness .. dun show to others our sadness our weaknesses .. stand up and be strong as we can ... be happy as we can ..appreciate things around us coz we dun know when we might losing them ...
Spread our love to everything around us n never keep hatred in our heart... never.. coz God hate that .... Things that happen is always have a reason why... sometime we do have to ask ourselves why it happen ?? is it because we dun really listen?? Is it because our attitude?? Is it because we are too ego or snobs?? We cannot make people change unless we the 1 who can change ... we are the one who have to look at our own selves ... what is wrong ?? search the answer .. do some research ....do some notes .. look at ourselves at a mirror n ask why ?? not to blame our own selves but to improve ourselves ... improve things that we suppose to improve ... speaks slowly maybe... more respect maybe ...anything that make things better but not worst ... not just for ourselves but for others ...our attitude maybe have hurt others ... we juz need to realized things dat we have done sometimes is not right ...
We are human n human made mistake....
Lots of Love Always (LOLA)
-NE-
i do have a feeling .. I have big beautiful family ... i have people that i love around me ...
i dun care what people saying at my back coz i know wat im doing .. n i know what is my mission ...
we can’t make people understand us ... but can we make them listen deeply n truly from our heart..
Cry out loud if we feel sad ... pray to God ask him forgiveness.. ask Him what is the best for us ...
dun let our emo control us ... dun let it broke our happiness .. dun show to others our sadness our weaknesses .. stand up and be strong as we can ... be happy as we can ..appreciate things around us coz we dun know when we might losing them ...
Spread our love to everything around us n never keep hatred in our heart... never.. coz God hate that .... Things that happen is always have a reason why... sometime we do have to ask ourselves why it happen ?? is it because we dun really listen?? Is it because our attitude?? Is it because we are too ego or snobs?? We cannot make people change unless we the 1 who can change ... we are the one who have to look at our own selves ... what is wrong ?? search the answer .. do some research ....do some notes .. look at ourselves at a mirror n ask why ?? not to blame our own selves but to improve ourselves ... improve things that we suppose to improve ... speaks slowly maybe... more respect maybe ...anything that make things better but not worst ... not just for ourselves but for others ...our attitude maybe have hurt others ... we juz need to realized things dat we have done sometimes is not right ...
We are human n human made mistake....
Lots of Love Always (LOLA)
-NE-
Sunday, May 9, 2010
What u give is What u Get!! ..
Here we go again. Life is never been perfect. But thank God i still realize where I’m standing where some people don’t. Today is mother’s day where all people celebrate the day with their mom but this year not to me ... I’m sorry mom i need to attend an important event which is really really important to me.. but want you to know that i love u so much !!.. because of you im standing here .. and u are a superb mom ever that no one can replace ...
I’ve always wanted to be me .... to be successful person and of coz with an attitude hahhaahaha... but there is so much things that blocking me to do it... (huh its only a reason actually) nothing can stop us to be successful person...is just so many option ... its about to choose i guess.. if u getting a higher pay then u’ll get a higher responsibilities ...for example if i have more children the more responsibilities to handle... the more sacrifices .. its hard .... i feel bad when i dun spend much time with my family.. i will feel guilty leaving them behind ...hurmmm (thinks dis is Motherly feeling i guess huhuhuhu) .. Even though i have maid who can take care of them i still feel seriously guilty... working till late night or doing work or attend classes .. back home midnight ..Where is the quality time for them?? Only weekend ... 2 days with them same goes to my hubby ... sometime i feel that i am in my own world n my hubby in his world n my kids oso in their world ... poor thing right??
Maybe is just my feeling or emotion that playing in my head ... i hope i have spread enough love to my family... n i hope they know how much i care bout them very very much ... Losing them is a nightmare... same goes to my hubby ...losing u is really really a nightmare ... hurmmm..
Money is not everything.... but family is everything.... who will stand on my side when I’m feeling sick?? Who will take care of me if anything happen?? Who will?? Do appreciate things that we love coz we don’t know when we gonna lose them.... do anything and everything to make others happy .... :) smile ...
With love
-NE-
I’ve always wanted to be me .... to be successful person and of coz with an attitude hahhaahaha... but there is so much things that blocking me to do it... (huh its only a reason actually) nothing can stop us to be successful person...is just so many option ... its about to choose i guess.. if u getting a higher pay then u’ll get a higher responsibilities ...for example if i have more children the more responsibilities to handle... the more sacrifices .. its hard .... i feel bad when i dun spend much time with my family.. i will feel guilty leaving them behind ...hurmmm (thinks dis is Motherly feeling i guess huhuhuhu) .. Even though i have maid who can take care of them i still feel seriously guilty... working till late night or doing work or attend classes .. back home midnight ..Where is the quality time for them?? Only weekend ... 2 days with them same goes to my hubby ... sometime i feel that i am in my own world n my hubby in his world n my kids oso in their world ... poor thing right??
Maybe is just my feeling or emotion that playing in my head ... i hope i have spread enough love to my family... n i hope they know how much i care bout them very very much ... Losing them is a nightmare... same goes to my hubby ...losing u is really really a nightmare ... hurmmm..
Money is not everything.... but family is everything.... who will stand on my side when I’m feeling sick?? Who will take care of me if anything happen?? Who will?? Do appreciate things that we love coz we don’t know when we gonna lose them.... do anything and everything to make others happy .... :) smile ...
With love
-NE-
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Dunia oh Dunia
Dunia Oh Dunia ....
Bak kata orang dah masuk kandang kambing menguekkk..masuk kandang rimau mengaummm... sama agaknya konsep klu keje ngan cina ...ikot laaa pangai cina ..ni la hidop ....ada org pentingkan keluarga tapi ada org x pentingkan kelurga ...asalkan bg makan jerrr laaa n jalankan tanggungkawab.. itu jek yg penting ....bg aku lain plak ...klu nak bahagia biar bahagia sama2 ...ssh senang besama ...tp mungkin tak bg Dia .... janji bg mkn pakai cukup ...huh wat a statement ... tgk nasib org laa ada org dapat laki yg apa bikin sme nak sama ngan bini ... tp x Dia lain pemikiran nyerrr... bebeza .... jauh beza ...aku tgk citer adam maya tv3 kul 6.30 ptg tuh ...apa laki die buat event ke apa ke sme die nak bini die attend .. n even nak terima apa job pon nak Tanya pendapat bini ... but then again bini die plak x appreciate or mungkin die buta tak Nampak apa yg laki die buat utk die nama pon citer kan kan ... yg byk org aku kenal plak mana jek dapat job g la Sarawak ke ...johor ke ...mana ceruk bentong ke cam pak lang aku nak jek bawak 1 family bersama ... asalkan nama jalan, enjoy ke pe or transfer jek nak bawak 1 family ... lain laa kena masuk utan g keje ke bagai tuh lain la plak kan ....nasib masing2 sme x sama .... tah lahhh ...Allah taala tuh lebih mengetahui ...lebih memahami ... x tau laa aku apa si dia pikir tah hapa yg masuk dlm badan die ...adik beradik die tak der plak aku tgk cam tuh ....tak der plak kakak die ke g bejalan g trip ke i mean die mampu utk g mana die nak tapi die tak pegi ponn.. ..abg die ke ... x plak ....klu ada aku penah dengar pon g jalan mesti bwk family .... tah laa nasib2 .... cume 1 thing jek ...hidop nih sementara ...mayb hr nih kita senang kita nak g mana sme boleh ....tak macam keje kat MAS ke Air asia ke benefit dapat tiket g jalan .. klu leh aku pon nak keje mcm tuh ...leh fly sana sini ....or keje jaga bos yg kena follow sana sini .. tapi x best plak bg aku ... aku x mo la keje sik tinggal keluarga ...klu keje ok la tapi klu selalu x bes gak kan ... x sanggup aku nak lukakan hati keluarga aku demi keseronokan aku sendiri ... tgk muka anak2 ...laki buat aku sendiri cair ... so at the end aku cari keje yg kena ngan aku ... biar the whole family dapat the benefit ... anak2 laki bini sme dpt rasa the benefit ..not juz me alone ....i mean tgk kemampuan laaa kan ..klu aku mampu cr job yg mcm gitu ...but Alhamdulillah tercapai hajat aku nak besalin kat swasta ... aku x sshkan laki aku nak kena byr byk2 utk aku besalin ... tapi apalah daya ... lain org lain pemikiran ...bak kata org rambot sama hitam hati lain2 ... dedulu aku dapat offer keje kat MAS as PA aku tak terima sbb pikir laki kata ssh ..jauh satu hal dah tuh takot kena follow bos g sana sini ...pastu ada offer kat FAM jd setiausha utk buat event n stuff tp aku mls plak nak apply kang klu dapat kesian sme aku kena salu outstation ...masa aku keja kat siemens pon laki aku ada gak cakap jgn sebok cr duit jek family pon kena igt tapi skung dia lain plak .... org yg kita sayang smentara kita boleh appreciate n buat yg terbaik ...sbb kita pon hidop x lama ....x pe laa yang smetara u boleh g jalan u jalan laaa... if i know what u are thinking ..how i wish dulu i would stay on my own job ...x yah pikir sal keluarga ,,,pikir cr duit ...bg mkn pakai cukup n dats it ... nak jalan byk lagi aku keje laa jd stewardess ke pe but now too late laa to doo dat kan ... huhuhuhu.... redha dgn ketentuan Allah ... semoga apa yg dihajati oleh dia tercapai ...:) semoga kawan2 aku yg lain ...appreciate la org2 yg kita sayangi ...jgn tggu org dah x der baru kita nak appreciate ....
*wink*wink*
- NE-
Bak kata orang dah masuk kandang kambing menguekkk..masuk kandang rimau mengaummm... sama agaknya konsep klu keje ngan cina ...ikot laaa pangai cina ..ni la hidop ....ada org pentingkan keluarga tapi ada org x pentingkan kelurga ...asalkan bg makan jerrr laaa n jalankan tanggungkawab.. itu jek yg penting ....bg aku lain plak ...klu nak bahagia biar bahagia sama2 ...ssh senang besama ...tp mungkin tak bg Dia .... janji bg mkn pakai cukup ...huh wat a statement ... tgk nasib org laa ada org dapat laki yg apa bikin sme nak sama ngan bini ... tp x Dia lain pemikiran nyerrr... bebeza .... jauh beza ...aku tgk citer adam maya tv3 kul 6.30 ptg tuh ...apa laki die buat event ke apa ke sme die nak bini die attend .. n even nak terima apa job pon nak Tanya pendapat bini ... but then again bini die plak x appreciate or mungkin die buta tak Nampak apa yg laki die buat utk die nama pon citer kan kan ... yg byk org aku kenal plak mana jek dapat job g la Sarawak ke ...johor ke ...mana ceruk bentong ke cam pak lang aku nak jek bawak 1 family bersama ... asalkan nama jalan, enjoy ke pe or transfer jek nak bawak 1 family ... lain laa kena masuk utan g keje ke bagai tuh lain la plak kan ....nasib masing2 sme x sama .... tah lahhh ...Allah taala tuh lebih mengetahui ...lebih memahami ... x tau laa aku apa si dia pikir tah hapa yg masuk dlm badan die ...adik beradik die tak der plak aku tgk cam tuh ....tak der plak kakak die ke g bejalan g trip ke i mean die mampu utk g mana die nak tapi die tak pegi ponn.. ..abg die ke ... x plak ....klu ada aku penah dengar pon g jalan mesti bwk family .... tah laa nasib2 .... cume 1 thing jek ...hidop nih sementara ...mayb hr nih kita senang kita nak g mana sme boleh ....tak macam keje kat MAS ke Air asia ke benefit dapat tiket g jalan .. klu leh aku pon nak keje mcm tuh ...leh fly sana sini ....or keje jaga bos yg kena follow sana sini .. tapi x best plak bg aku ... aku x mo la keje sik tinggal keluarga ...klu keje ok la tapi klu selalu x bes gak kan ... x sanggup aku nak lukakan hati keluarga aku demi keseronokan aku sendiri ... tgk muka anak2 ...laki buat aku sendiri cair ... so at the end aku cari keje yg kena ngan aku ... biar the whole family dapat the benefit ... anak2 laki bini sme dpt rasa the benefit ..not juz me alone ....i mean tgk kemampuan laaa kan ..klu aku mampu cr job yg mcm gitu ...but Alhamdulillah tercapai hajat aku nak besalin kat swasta ... aku x sshkan laki aku nak kena byr byk2 utk aku besalin ... tapi apalah daya ... lain org lain pemikiran ...bak kata org rambot sama hitam hati lain2 ... dedulu aku dapat offer keje kat MAS as PA aku tak terima sbb pikir laki kata ssh ..jauh satu hal dah tuh takot kena follow bos g sana sini ...pastu ada offer kat FAM jd setiausha utk buat event n stuff tp aku mls plak nak apply kang klu dapat kesian sme aku kena salu outstation ...masa aku keja kat siemens pon laki aku ada gak cakap jgn sebok cr duit jek family pon kena igt tapi skung dia lain plak .... org yg kita sayang smentara kita boleh appreciate n buat yg terbaik ...sbb kita pon hidop x lama ....x pe laa yang smetara u boleh g jalan u jalan laaa... if i know what u are thinking ..how i wish dulu i would stay on my own job ...x yah pikir sal keluarga ,,,pikir cr duit ...bg mkn pakai cukup n dats it ... nak jalan byk lagi aku keje laa jd stewardess ke pe but now too late laa to doo dat kan ... huhuhuhu.... redha dgn ketentuan Allah ... semoga apa yg dihajati oleh dia tercapai ...:) semoga kawan2 aku yg lain ...appreciate la org2 yg kita sayangi ...jgn tggu org dah x der baru kita nak appreciate ....
*wink*wink*
- NE-
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