my weekend

Salam to all...

its takes 1 word to spoil my weekend and why??

asking my self y things must have happen to me....

bak kata orang bile orang berbudi kita berbahasa..

i attend wedding wit smile but half way today...

wanna know why coz some1 spoiled it just like that..

n y?? i am so speechless till the end..

power is everything that has it all in hand..

that makes we forgot where we are standing...

nevertheless i know where i am standing..

i am a small person that i need to follow whatever instruction from time to time..

im a just a worker that i need to obey every demand...

"ur demand is my command" !!

is it??

lookout the window and im asking God...

God please give me strength to face all of this with peace n smile..

and yes at least for my family... for my kids... for my baby... for my hubby..

look at the sky n pray please God open his heart at least lembutkanlah hatinya wahai Ya Allah... yet still asking y y y y y this happen...

doing my very best to do the best can't u see??

tarik nafas dalam dalam n hembus what am i thinking??....

let it be... let it happen... and who am i anyway...

just be cool and be calm... and hopping someday somehow God will open his heart and lembutkan hatinya... and im sure that God have somthing special for those who have faith in Him...

with lots of love to all...

me ;)

p/s: sorry all hari nih hari luahan hati.. peace yawlll.... huhuhuhuuuu :p

hey its me..

Assalamualaikum and Salam Sejahtera to all..

im tryin to update blog using my tab but im fail with touch screen thingy.. sgt lembab & selowww :P .. im hoping that all of u out there still remember me. (ecececce mcm laa i ni artis org sme nak ingat so layankan ajer..) im so sorry that i was so bz tuning my time with work n as a mother for 4 kids and never forget wify laaa.. trying my very best nak bahagikan masa utk semua happy termasuklah my own self.. i am really tight now.. body pon nak jaga. kononnya im givin my self to get bck my body figure back in 6 mths tatau la i can make it or not. but hey im trying quite hard hehehe.. so just wait and see.. my baby semakin sihat. baby dah 3 mths and her weight is 6kg.. at this moment i baru lost 10kg.. i need to lose another 10kg.. since i ada baby ni by the time 9pm i will start felling sleepy and i will fall asleep.. dunno y i feel super dooper tired.. belom ada anak 10 org mcm zaman dedulu.. macam mana la derang handle kan.. im wondering n termenung till i fall asleep.. kesian oso my hubby x der teman bebual... so he just had his dinner wit kiddos n even my hubby layan the kids till bed time.. thanks to him for his understanding... my eyes macam ada gam melekat x boleh bukak mata but if i suddenly wake up at 3am above i hardly to continue sleep... i will online about half an hour or 1 hour then only my eyes will shut off... hihihi... hurmmm



here goes for all the latest me n baby....;)

wit lots of love
me ;)

Lirik Lelaki Seperti Aku – Aliff Satar

Memang tak ada lelaki seperti aku
Tapi yang lebih baik banyak
Memang tak ada lelaki sehebat aku
Tapi yang lebih hebat banyak
Maka tak perlu kau susah hati
Banyak lelaki yang bisa kau pilih
Untuk kau jadikan sandaran hati

Memang tak ada lelaki seseksi aku
Tapi yang lebih seksi banyak
Memang tak ada lelaki setampan aku
Tapi yang lebih tampan banyak
Maka tak perlu sedu sedan itu
Jangan sampai kau rendahkan dirimu
Memaksa aku tuk’ jadi pacarmu

Chorus

Oo baby baby
Jangan kau marah sebab ku tolak
Ku tahu kamu cantik
Ku percaya kau baik
Ku yakin pasti ada
Lelaki yang tertarik
Oo baby

Jangan kau dendam sebab ku enggan
Bercinta aku mahu
Tapi tidak denganmu
Ku sudah ada satu
Kekasih yang menunggu
Ceritanya aku sedang belajar setia
Maka dari itu kamu terus jangan memaksa
Kerna aku memang tak suka mendua

Ulang Chorus

Memang tak ada lelaki seperti aku
Tapi yang lebih baik banyak

with lots of love
me ;)

note: its friday and its a happy day... ;)

POWER

Do you know what power means to you….?? And I think I know… this is how I see it.. Different people have different opinion.. But this is how I see it…Power when how strong u are been holding on to.. Say maybe relationship or even work…Power when u are so have been patient on waiting or hold anger and so on.. I think u guys get what iam trying to explain… when u have that kind of POWER than u will be doing good in your life and plus relationship… power when u are so strong… power when u can just control situation.. power when u can just forget all those darkness that u have been trough… power when u have been yourself… power when u are not been fake… power when u are honest… well things happen… but God have the secret for all of us…. Learn to be patient and yes you will get GOLDS in return.. POWER for me is also about patient… u cannot get things at short time… hurmmm… whatever it is… this is life… nothing is perfect…

It is LIFE

It is really hurtful when some other people keep on bugging our own little life in bad way..

It is really hurtful when people don’t seem really happy to see other people happiness...

It is really hurtful where some people is telling the untruth story or make it upside down or whatever and keep on twisting it like their life is so perfect and keep on covering their own ass...

It is hurtful when someone you trust keep on betraying and keep on making simple things become really complicated...

It’s really hurtful to think something it’s not worth at all...

It is so wonderful if we can just always think positive and always make life simple and easier.

It is wonderful if we all just keep on smiling to each other and think positive...

It is wonderful if we always be thankful for what we have...

It is so wonderful if we can just live our life with wonderful people and friends without any hatred and jealousy...

It is so wonderful if we all just be happy as always...

It is wonderful if we just born that perfect...

wit lots of love

me ;)

Note: Allah Swt sentiasa memberi ujian terhadap hambaNya.. dan semoga kita tabah dan kuat menghadapinya...

Still Dekat Padamu..

Assalamualaikum n Salam Sejahtera

Update update...

im so bzing restore some energy...

next week it is...

im going to start work by next week..

n hey i will be back on track insyaallah...

i still can't wear some of my cloths and pants...

Before deliver my weight is 72kg... and now im 62kg...

i seriously need to work out more and more..

i don't know how but somehow someway i have to do it...

hopefully i will make it trough ... with my family n hubby support surely can!!

hikss.. hope so...

today my kids had high fever accept my baby..

i need to overnight... my kids need extra care for tonite..

my daughter Athyra had the highest body temp for now...

This is the 1st time they had fever all together..

its not easy to be a mother kann... n now i know...

i have to be strong for them... hurmmmm

remind me of myself... how i always make my mom sad and worried even till today..

im so sorry mom... i am so sorry...

ehhh wait raya dah abes... x pe kan mama kan... hihihihi...

k laaa dats all for now...

take care all... i miss u all as always..

will update more insyaallah...

wit lots of love..

me;)